This week was crazy busy. First, monday was stressing me out because not only did I have to study for my AP Exams coming up (one that was on Friday, and now one this Wednesday) but I suddenly had to take a week off from school to visit my Grandfather at Sacramento (long story, really personal, I don't want to get into it) and so the next morning my mother and I took the earliest flight to there.
I honestly don't know what it is about airports or airplanes but whenever I'm in check in, security check, or boarding on the plane it feels like I'm going off to adventure--no matter what my purpose was as to why I'm flying in the first place. There you have it, I love airports, the rush of all things there and the airplane ride itself too.
In all, this whole week was spent visiting my Grandfather and spending valuable time with my immediate family (aunt, uncles, Grandmother, Grandfather and three younger cousins). I got to be there for my Grandfather which was the best part, and seeing my fourteen year old Alexis Alice was very nice too.
Two nights ago, after watching Ghost Of Girlfriend's Past and Bride Wars with Alexis Alice, I made a promise...more like oath to her that I'd make her my Maid Of Honor when that special time in my life comes around. She of course promised she would, and claimed that I would most likely be engaged to wed when I'm 28 years old. Now it's just a bet, as to whether or not it's going to happen by 28.
I've thought about marriage a few times before, and yes I know how serious marriage is and that it's not just a 3 month thing. Trust me. I didn't have to think twice when I decided that I would have my baby cousin, more like little sister as my Maid Of Honor. We've been together ever since we were babies/toddlers and despite her being my first cousin (mother's side) she is the only girl-cousin I trust, confide in, and put first all the time. We grew up with each other side by side, as sisters do. We've shared most things, as sisters do. She's always loved me no matter what kind of day it is. Truly, I see her as a sister. She's that piece of my heart that no one else could replace. It's more than obvious that she should be there by my side with that life changing moment!
It's set, no matter who I meet in college, medicine school, or wherever--no one will replace the spot she belongs in. Even the Maid Of Honor spot. She's my Alexis 'Alice Cullen'. She's irreplaceable.
Whoah, that just went really emotional! I guess I just miss her. Even though I'm seeing her next month, I still do.
Oh, and about the ASB thing, yeah...I just don't know anymore. I'm trying to think logical and not with my head in the clouds anymore. Realistically, three AP classes next year...Senior year...I think I need that extra 3 hours of sleep to keep me sane. I'm hoping to break the 4.0 mold into a 4.4? I can't risk slipping in grades next year. Yet, I stand indecisive. I'll let you guys know if I've made a real decision.
(I know I arriverderci'd and everything last post but I finally found time and this update was post worthy)
After the 'decision' post, it is REALLY arriverderci until June 11th (when I get out of school).
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